A bad day + lyrics

Alright, so yes, today has been a terrible day. The boys left (:() which is terribly sad. I had to return my laptop because the webcam didn't work and it got really hot, really fast. Then when I tried to up my credit a bit more to get a mac...nope! So now I gotta wait until I get $500 more buck (which isn't THAT big of a deal). My knee is KILLING me. Everyone is telling me to get a second opinion because it's still swollen and hurting soooo badly. And to top it all off, I just wanted someone (I know you aren't dumb and you know who you are) to just hug me and tell me it's alright.
I just hate the way things have been this past month.
I want you back, you know I do. I just wish you were willing to try again. But these are things I'm too scared to say to you because I'm afraid of my answer.
Sigh...

And yes Tim, this is an emolicious blog. I miss our Entourage marathons and our talks about how I should go to LA and become some huge giant movie star. You can be my Spiderman without the tights. I love and miss you HARDCORE big brother <3.

And with that I leave you with some Faber Drive lyrics. Just got the CD. It's suprisingly awesome. A couple songs to look into "Sleepless Nights (Never Let Her Go), Sex and Love, and When I'm With You (just cause it's really cute!). I really dig it. Check it out.

Always love
Shayna


Second Chance- Faber Drive

I found my phone
I musta missed your message
You got it wrong
It wasn't what your friend said.
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
Your friends are telling you you gotta move on
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say

Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

I should've known
Took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know I was never underhanded
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say


Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
My last mistake was putting my friends first
I tried to laugh it off but it made things worse
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get
There's so much I haven't given yet
If you could give another second chance.