So, apparently, I didn't know that Tony Lovato was arrested (and released, thank god!!) for murder in March. I found that out from Jenn tonight. The conversation went a little like this:
Jenn: That's almost as sad as when sexy Tony got arrested for murder
me: what the fuck did you just say?!
Jenn: Umm, oh, you didn't know?! I figured out of everyone in the ENTIRE world, you would have known.
me: it's not like I know him personally, Jennifer. Wait, is he still in jail or what?
Jenn: oh I dunno.
me: you are useless.
I then wikipedia'd it. He got released...so I'm listening to Mest in honor of him...not that the whole situation deserves to be honored...but whatever.
So I got a little out of hand last night. Slapped some guy across the face for calling me firecrotch. Ok, here's the deal, yes, I'm a natural red head. No, that doesn't give you the right to call me a firecrotch, no matter how true that is or not. It's rude and I hate that term. It's pretty offensive. So I'm glad I slapped that guy. Don't piss off drunk Shayna!!
However, I bet I made for quite the show while doing an impromptu karaoke on the dance floor of the Queens...to my chemical romance. LOL! I still just always think of the action figures at Spencers and how they didn't sell. That was fun.
In other news, me and James are desturbed. Seriously, random conversations about death get creepy. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one that watches too much CSI though!
That's about all I have the patience for right now. Must go listen to TAI.
Goodnight kiddos!
Shayna
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
SUMMERTIME!!!
THINGS TO DO THIS SUMMER:
-Road Trip with Amanda when she gets her new car
-get to know a certain someone a little bit more <3
-beat James at more coin flips
-Warped(?)
-get a tan
-go to the river
-TURN 20!!!
-Party painfully hard to make up for lost time
-more knee surgery (ick)
-go to Edmonton to see Jenn and Justin and my sister
-Work and save a butt load of money
-drink absynth...just once
-hang out with Nathan...because I miss him sooooo badly
-Caitlyn and Carlye both turn 18!!!
-Spend lots of time with Caitlyn because she's leaving
-same with Melissa.
-Attempt camping again...not at Rathtrevor though.
-Enjoy time with my family and friends
It's looking like it could be the makings of one hell of a summer!
-Road Trip with Amanda when she gets her new car
-get to know a certain someone a little bit more <3
-beat James at more coin flips
-Warped(?)
-get a tan
-go to the river
-TURN 20!!!
-Party painfully hard to make up for lost time
-more knee surgery (ick)
-go to Edmonton to see Jenn and Justin and my sister
-Work and save a butt load of money
-drink absynth...just once
-hang out with Nathan...because I miss him sooooo badly
-Caitlyn and Carlye both turn 18!!!
-Spend lots of time with Caitlyn because she's leaving
-same with Melissa.
-Attempt camping again...not at Rathtrevor though.
-Enjoy time with my family and friends
It's looking like it could be the makings of one hell of a summer!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Red Headed Slut doesn't equal Shayna
Just needed to get that all cleared up.
Had a few good nights.
Stoked about things that may be starting.
Not stoked about my current headache.
Things are looking up.
Finding out who I really am and what I believe in.
The clouds are clearing.
Always Love,
Shayna
Had a few good nights.
Stoked about things that may be starting.
Not stoked about my current headache.
Things are looking up.
Finding out who I really am and what I believe in.
The clouds are clearing.
Always Love,
Shayna
Friday, May 18, 2007
For Justin.
This is the hardest blog I've ever had to write. Just thinking about Justin being alone rips out my heart. I love him so much, in so many different ways. You can't go through everything that we have been through and not come out loving someone. It kills me that he is so sad that he had to go back to the way things were a few years ago.
With that being said, I'll do anything for you, kid. I love you to the moon and back down to the dirt. I love our 3am phone calls (4 in the morning for you just because you thought of that silly Gwen Stefani song!). I miss everything about you. I love you so much, and it makes it hard to give my heart to someone else, but we both know what will happen if we got back together...World War 3, that's what.
So on that note, I'm leaving you all with some lyrics.
Everything We Had by The Academy Is...
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there.
It was the only place I'd ever known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there.
Well, you saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.
I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had, everything we had.
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had...
I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
With that being said, I'll do anything for you, kid. I love you to the moon and back down to the dirt. I love our 3am phone calls (4 in the morning for you just because you thought of that silly Gwen Stefani song!). I miss everything about you. I love you so much, and it makes it hard to give my heart to someone else, but we both know what will happen if we got back together...World War 3, that's what.
So on that note, I'm leaving you all with some lyrics.
Everything We Had by The Academy Is...
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
and I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there.
It was the only place I'd ever known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there.
Well, you saw for yourself, the way it played out.
For you, I am blinded.
For you, I am blinded, for you.
I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
And I do regret more than I admit.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had, everything we had.
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
Everything we had, everything we had,
(you have been followed, you have been followed.)
everything we had...
I'll be with you wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Jenn is irresistable
001. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Lol, sure I would.
002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? some of them
003. What are you dreading right now? my doctor's appointment tomorrow
004. Do you celebrate 4/20?: ugh, no.
005. Favorite country singer? Um, none...except that "Before He Cheats" song by Carrie Underwood makes me smile
006. What face cleanser do you use?: Spectro gel...because it's amazing
007. When was your last doctors visit?: last week
008. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep?: not lately
009. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?: Between 30-45 minutes
010. "First Loves Are Never Over" is this true for you?: Umm, considering that I'm basically dropping everything for him because he needs me right now, I'd probably say yes.
011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?: um, one or 2
12. If anyone came over to your house on one of your "lazy days" would you go get ready real quick?: lol, everyday is my lazy day
013. Does your school have tornado drills: ugh, gross...I was born when a tornado hit...I hate them!
014. Have you ever been on your schools track team?: yep in elementary school
015. Do you own a pair of Converse?: goodness yes
016. Who did you cut and paste this survey from?: Jenn's lame email
017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?: lol, only with Jenn...along with icing
018. What color shirt are you wearing?: black and white
019. What did you do for your last birthday? lol, got PLASTERED and went to most of the bars in town with Carla, Mike, Morgan, and Craig...also did the mentos and diet coke trick outside of Zellers.
020. What time did you wake up today? 9ish
021. What were you doing 3 nights ago? I so don't even remember
022. Last time you saw your mom? a few minutes ago
023. Do you like having your hair pulled?: no, I hate that
024. Are you cocky?: sometimes
025. Shortest relationship?: a few weeks
026. Longest relationship?: a few years, on and off
27. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?: 3
028. Last gift you received?: a drink from James lol
030. Could you live without a computer?: I could live, just unhappily
031. Do you wear shoes in your house?: no
032. When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?: sometimes
033. Ever been given an engagement ring?: no, but I've been given a promise ring...is it weird that I still wear it?
034. Ever dropped your cell phone?: yes, it makes me gasp and panic (but not at the disco)
035. What do you do when you're sad?: cry or take a shower
036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery? my mum or lifepartner...but probably Nathan because he would totally encourage me to buy a cute boy's love.
037. When was the last time you saw your best friend?: I have many best friends.
039. What is your favorite month?: June...not too hot.
040. What sleeps with you every night?: lol, no one.
041. How many times have you been pulled over? Never when I was driving...plenty when my dad was!
043.Who is the last person you texted? Jason this afternoon
044. What is your favorite dessert?: cheesecake
045. Is anyone on your bad side right now? yep!
046. What jewelry are you wearing?: my necklace, my rings, my lip stud, and my earrings
047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?: msn and facebook
048. When was the last time you worked out?: umm, I go for little walks and whatever my lovely knee allows
049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? HECK NO
050. How do most people spell your name?: Shana...ugh
051. Do you wear your boyfriend/girlfriends clothes?: I still have Justin's sweaters
052. Do you watch pro sports on TV?: football and hockey
053. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?: watching Scrubs
054. What was the first movie that gave you nightmares?: Who knows, I got nightmares so often when I was little
055. What is in your cd player?: TAI-Santi (<3), Social Code, and some random burnt CD
056. Name one person that made you smile today?: my mummy, cuz she came home!
057. What were you doing around 8 am this morning?: laying in bed...having an amazing dream
058. Do you know anyone who wasn't born in the United States?: ummm, a lot lol
059. Favorite name(s) for a girl: Allilyana or Sophia
060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?: No
061. Your favorite restaurant you don't get to eat at much? MR TOKI'S!!!!
062: Favorite boy names: Keegan
063. Do you buy your own school supplies? I had to when I was in school
064. Do you already have your school supplies?: I've got all my binders still...
065. How often do you wash clothes?: very frequently
066. How do you eat your steak?: umm, I eat my steak NEVER!
067. What is the farthest point North you've been? I'm bad with direction
068. How do you get to school?: don't go
069. If you heard your phone ringing right now, who do you expect it to be?: Justin or Jenn
070. What do you hear?: William Beckett's beautiful voice
071. Would you survive in prison?: Nooo way
072. Who was the last person you messaged on Facebook?: Auntie Mel
073. Do you get along with your co-workers?: I don't work...:(
074. When was the last time you said I love you, and meant it? bout 10 minutes ago
075. What song is playing right now?: Bulls in Brooklyn-TAI (really is anyone surprised?)
076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likely over pack the most?: me lol
077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?: not personally
078. When was the last time you went clubbing?: Looong time ago
079. What was the weather like today? it was sunny and overcast...it was indecisive
080. What is the next holiday you have off?: ummm, N/A?
081. When was the last movie you saw?: The Ew...TONIGHT!!!!!
082. What's for dinner?: I had Subway
083. Whats the last thing you purchased?: movie ticket
084. What's your favorite gardening tool?: the hoe! lol
085. Where is your cell phone? in front of me
086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring most?: ring for callers, vibe for texts
087. Describe your Underwear?: red boy shorts
088. How did your first pet die?: she paralyzed her back legs on the kitchen floor and we had to put her down
089. Did you have breakfast this morning?: Eggos
090. What's on your agenda for tonight?: watch Scrubs again (re run), lay in bed...maybe write
091. Who knows you the best?: Morgan, Melissa, my mum, Eric, Jenn
092. What brand is your digital camera?: lol, I don't have one
093. Do you smoke?: gross no
094. Are you ticklish?: goodness yes
095. Last person to text you?: Tim...right now
096. What song describes your love life at the moment?: lol, I'm going with Jenn and saying that new song that we don't want to admit we like because of how much we make fun of them (it's not Fall Out Boy, I swear)...stupid emoliner and bucket-y hats!
097. Do you own expensive perfume?: no
098. On average, how much do your jeans cost?: $50
099. Are you taking college classes?: umm, a computers one online
100. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?: With someone...I sleep better when cuddled
002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? some of them
003. What are you dreading right now? my doctor's appointment tomorrow
004. Do you celebrate 4/20?: ugh, no.
005. Favorite country singer? Um, none...except that "Before He Cheats" song by Carrie Underwood makes me smile
006. What face cleanser do you use?: Spectro gel...because it's amazing
007. When was your last doctors visit?: last week
008. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep?: not lately
009. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?: Between 30-45 minutes
010. "First Loves Are Never Over" is this true for you?: Umm, considering that I'm basically dropping everything for him because he needs me right now, I'd probably say yes.
011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?: um, one or 2
12. If anyone came over to your house on one of your "lazy days" would you go get ready real quick?: lol, everyday is my lazy day
013. Does your school have tornado drills: ugh, gross...I was born when a tornado hit...I hate them!
014. Have you ever been on your schools track team?: yep in elementary school
015. Do you own a pair of Converse?: goodness yes
016. Who did you cut and paste this survey from?: Jenn's lame email
017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?: lol, only with Jenn...along with icing
018. What color shirt are you wearing?: black and white
019. What did you do for your last birthday? lol, got PLASTERED and went to most of the bars in town with Carla, Mike, Morgan, and Craig...also did the mentos and diet coke trick outside of Zellers.
020. What time did you wake up today? 9ish
021. What were you doing 3 nights ago? I so don't even remember
022. Last time you saw your mom? a few minutes ago
023. Do you like having your hair pulled?: no, I hate that
024. Are you cocky?: sometimes
025. Shortest relationship?: a few weeks
026. Longest relationship?: a few years, on and off
27. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?: 3
028. Last gift you received?: a drink from James lol
030. Could you live without a computer?: I could live, just unhappily
031. Do you wear shoes in your house?: no
032. When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?: sometimes
033. Ever been given an engagement ring?: no, but I've been given a promise ring...is it weird that I still wear it?
034. Ever dropped your cell phone?: yes, it makes me gasp and panic (but not at the disco)
035. What do you do when you're sad?: cry or take a shower
036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery? my mum or lifepartner...but probably Nathan because he would totally encourage me to buy a cute boy's love.
037. When was the last time you saw your best friend?: I have many best friends.
039. What is your favorite month?: June...not too hot.
040. What sleeps with you every night?: lol, no one.
041. How many times have you been pulled over? Never when I was driving...plenty when my dad was!
043.Who is the last person you texted? Jason this afternoon
044. What is your favorite dessert?: cheesecake
045. Is anyone on your bad side right now? yep!
046. What jewelry are you wearing?: my necklace, my rings, my lip stud, and my earrings
047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?: msn and facebook
048. When was the last time you worked out?: umm, I go for little walks and whatever my lovely knee allows
049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? HECK NO
050. How do most people spell your name?: Shana...ugh
051. Do you wear your boyfriend/girlfriends clothes?: I still have Justin's sweaters
052. Do you watch pro sports on TV?: football and hockey
053. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?: watching Scrubs
054. What was the first movie that gave you nightmares?: Who knows, I got nightmares so often when I was little
055. What is in your cd player?: TAI-Santi (<3), Social Code, and some random burnt CD
056. Name one person that made you smile today?: my mummy, cuz she came home!
057. What were you doing around 8 am this morning?: laying in bed...having an amazing dream
058. Do you know anyone who wasn't born in the United States?: ummm, a lot lol
059. Favorite name(s) for a girl: Allilyana or Sophia
060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?: No
061. Your favorite restaurant you don't get to eat at much? MR TOKI'S!!!!
062: Favorite boy names: Keegan
063. Do you buy your own school supplies? I had to when I was in school
064. Do you already have your school supplies?: I've got all my binders still...
065. How often do you wash clothes?: very frequently
066. How do you eat your steak?: umm, I eat my steak NEVER!
067. What is the farthest point North you've been? I'm bad with direction
068. How do you get to school?: don't go
069. If you heard your phone ringing right now, who do you expect it to be?: Justin or Jenn
070. What do you hear?: William Beckett's beautiful voice
071. Would you survive in prison?: Nooo way
072. Who was the last person you messaged on Facebook?: Auntie Mel
073. Do you get along with your co-workers?: I don't work...:(
074. When was the last time you said I love you, and meant it? bout 10 minutes ago
075. What song is playing right now?: Bulls in Brooklyn-TAI (really is anyone surprised?)
076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likely over pack the most?: me lol
077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?: not personally
078. When was the last time you went clubbing?: Looong time ago
079. What was the weather like today? it was sunny and overcast...it was indecisive
080. What is the next holiday you have off?: ummm, N/A?
081. When was the last movie you saw?: The Ew...TONIGHT!!!!!
082. What's for dinner?: I had Subway
083. Whats the last thing you purchased?: movie ticket
084. What's your favorite gardening tool?: the hoe! lol
085. Where is your cell phone? in front of me
086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring most?: ring for callers, vibe for texts
087. Describe your Underwear?: red boy shorts
088. How did your first pet die?: she paralyzed her back legs on the kitchen floor and we had to put her down
089. Did you have breakfast this morning?: Eggos
090. What's on your agenda for tonight?: watch Scrubs again (re run), lay in bed...maybe write
091. Who knows you the best?: Morgan, Melissa, my mum, Eric, Jenn
092. What brand is your digital camera?: lol, I don't have one
093. Do you smoke?: gross no
094. Are you ticklish?: goodness yes
095. Last person to text you?: Tim...right now
096. What song describes your love life at the moment?: lol, I'm going with Jenn and saying that new song that we don't want to admit we like because of how much we make fun of them (it's not Fall Out Boy, I swear)...stupid emoliner and bucket-y hats!
097. Do you own expensive perfume?: no
098. On average, how much do your jeans cost?: $50
099. Are you taking college classes?: umm, a computers one online
100. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?: With someone...I sleep better when cuddled
I love emails!
So last night, I get this email:
"Subject: please don't scream when you read this.
ok, so i was at Chapters today and i was all looking at the magazines and junk...so on the cover of ap, there is your beloved the academy is with sexy william beckett. do you want me to pick it up and mail it to you or do you just wanna go buy it?
love, tim"
I LOVE TIM! I ALSO LOVE THE ACADEMY IS... (to Caitlyn's disgust)!!
Oh, what a happy day.
Always Love
Shayna
PS- Justin, I love you. Please get better. No matter what, you're still the s to my r <3
"Subject: please don't scream when you read this.
ok, so i was at Chapters today and i was all looking at the magazines and junk...so on the cover of ap, there is your beloved the academy is with sexy william beckett. do you want me to pick it up and mail it to you or do you just wanna go buy it?
love, tim"
I LOVE TIM! I ALSO LOVE THE ACADEMY IS... (to Caitlyn's disgust)!!
Oh, what a happy day.
Always Love
Shayna
PS- Justin, I love you. Please get better. No matter what, you're still the s to my r <3
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
"YOU PLAYED DREAM DATE TOO?! I mean, I never played Dream Date"
Oh man, Scotty! You are SO my hero.
So I call up Scott-olicious today (because I miss his scary Janitor like qualities)and we were talking about all the games we used to play when we were younger. Well, it seems that he used to play DREAM DATE! Oh man Scotty...I love you.
So I'm pretty stoked for this weekend. Fun times are to be had.
I think I'm pretty content with life right now (aside from my knee). I'm just chilling, taking things easy. Me and dad have been spending a lot of time together (EI brings families together!), so that's been really cool. Lots of laying outside with Carla.
Went to Future Shop with Melissa the other day, bought "Garden State" (mmm, Zach), "Trainspotting" and the new Social Code disc and Hellogoodbye.
So far, Garden State still takes the cake.
Ok, so speaking of Zach Braff, I went and saw The Ex with Morgs the other day. OH MY GOODNESS! I think I was the only person in the theatre laughing throughout the entire movie. I couldn't stop. If you like really dark humor, this is a great choice.
The next few weeks are filled with good movies. Shrek 3, Pirates 3, Knocked Up...wow, I'm a geek.
And with that, I'm out.
Always Love,
Shayna
So I call up Scott-olicious today (because I miss his scary Janitor like qualities)and we were talking about all the games we used to play when we were younger. Well, it seems that he used to play DREAM DATE! Oh man Scotty...I love you.
So I'm pretty stoked for this weekend. Fun times are to be had.
I think I'm pretty content with life right now (aside from my knee). I'm just chilling, taking things easy. Me and dad have been spending a lot of time together (EI brings families together!), so that's been really cool. Lots of laying outside with Carla.
Went to Future Shop with Melissa the other day, bought "Garden State" (mmm, Zach), "Trainspotting" and the new Social Code disc and Hellogoodbye.
So far, Garden State still takes the cake.
Ok, so speaking of Zach Braff, I went and saw The Ex with Morgs the other day. OH MY GOODNESS! I think I was the only person in the theatre laughing throughout the entire movie. I couldn't stop. If you like really dark humor, this is a great choice.
The next few weeks are filled with good movies. Shrek 3, Pirates 3, Knocked Up...wow, I'm a geek.
And with that, I'm out.
Always Love,
Shayna
Friday, May 11, 2007
"I lost my van to him and lost Margo to gangsta rap...bad day"
Oh Janitor, you and I are one and the same. But not at all really.
Tim, Scotty, and I just watched Scrubs (via telephone and speaker phone) and essentially what was discussed was how I embody a weird combination of JD and Elliott.
Scotty is the Janitor. Seriously. If you meet this kid for 5 minutes, you realize how warped he is...I mean that in a loving way.
That is really all I wanted to say.
It's been a rough day.
Tim, Scotty, and I just watched Scrubs (via telephone and speaker phone) and essentially what was discussed was how I embody a weird combination of JD and Elliott.
Scotty is the Janitor. Seriously. If you meet this kid for 5 minutes, you realize how warped he is...I mean that in a loving way.
That is really all I wanted to say.
It's been a rough day.
A bad day + lyrics
Alright, so yes, today has been a terrible day. The boys left (:() which is terribly sad. I had to return my laptop because the webcam didn't work and it got really hot, really fast. Then when I tried to up my credit a bit more to get a mac...nope! So now I gotta wait until I get $500 more buck (which isn't THAT big of a deal). My knee is KILLING me. Everyone is telling me to get a second opinion because it's still swollen and hurting soooo badly. And to top it all off, I just wanted someone (I know you aren't dumb and you know who you are) to just hug me and tell me it's alright.
I just hate the way things have been this past month.
I want you back, you know I do. I just wish you were willing to try again. But these are things I'm too scared to say to you because I'm afraid of my answer.
Sigh...
And yes Tim, this is an emolicious blog. I miss our Entourage marathons and our talks about how I should go to LA and become some huge giant movie star. You can be my Spiderman without the tights. I love and miss you HARDCORE big brother <3.
And with that I leave you with some Faber Drive lyrics. Just got the CD. It's suprisingly awesome. A couple songs to look into "Sleepless Nights (Never Let Her Go), Sex and Love, and When I'm With You (just cause it's really cute!). I really dig it. Check it out.
Always love
Shayna
Second Chance- Faber Drive
I found my phone
I musta missed your message
You got it wrong
It wasn't what your friend said.
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
Your friends are telling you you gotta move on
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say
Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
I should've known
Took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know I was never underhanded
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say
Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
My last mistake was putting my friends first
I tried to laugh it off but it made things worse
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get
There's so much I haven't given yet
If you could give another second chance.
I just hate the way things have been this past month.
I want you back, you know I do. I just wish you were willing to try again. But these are things I'm too scared to say to you because I'm afraid of my answer.
Sigh...
And yes Tim, this is an emolicious blog. I miss our Entourage marathons and our talks about how I should go to LA and become some huge giant movie star. You can be my Spiderman without the tights. I love and miss you HARDCORE big brother <3.
And with that I leave you with some Faber Drive lyrics. Just got the CD. It's suprisingly awesome. A couple songs to look into "Sleepless Nights (Never Let Her Go), Sex and Love, and When I'm With You (just cause it's really cute!). I really dig it. Check it out.
Always love
Shayna
Second Chance- Faber Drive
I found my phone
I musta missed your message
You got it wrong
It wasn't what your friend said.
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
Your friends are telling you you gotta move on
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say
Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
I should've known
Took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know I was never underhanded
Tell by your tone
I've taken it too far again
(Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again)
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone
(Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again)
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long
(I don't know why I ever waited)
Just to say
Instead of holding you I was holding out
I should've let you in but I let you down
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
My last mistake was putting my friends first
I tried to laugh it off but it made things worse
You were the first to give
I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get
There's so much I haven't given yet
If you could give another second chance.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
And she runs...
Ok, so I've been too emo lately. No more! Being hurt sucks, but you get to the point where you just stop caring. You just stop being what you were.
Oh life lessons, you've scorned me once again!
However, I have realized that I've been hiding feeling towards someone I totally shouldn't have feelings for. Stupid moral dilemmas!
Trying to work out with only one good leg is painfully awkward, but I'm trying. I've still got a little chubbiness around my tummy that needs to be gone within this month so lots of one legged sit ups lol.
I need to learn how to read music and play the guitar. I was going through my journals and I have soooo many lyrics that will just continue to gather dust and be unacknowledged for years.
This is offically the most scatterbrained blog entry ever.
And with that...I'm out.
Always Love,
Shayna
Oh life lessons, you've scorned me once again!
However, I have realized that I've been hiding feeling towards someone I totally shouldn't have feelings for. Stupid moral dilemmas!
Trying to work out with only one good leg is painfully awkward, but I'm trying. I've still got a little chubbiness around my tummy that needs to be gone within this month so lots of one legged sit ups lol.
I need to learn how to read music and play the guitar. I was going through my journals and I have soooo many lyrics that will just continue to gather dust and be unacknowledged for years.
This is offically the most scatterbrained blog entry ever.
And with that...I'm out.
Always Love,
Shayna
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