I'm not sure how much longer I can put on the brave face. I wanted to break down this afternoon when I was laying down, but I fought through it. I'm hurting all the time, there's no denying it. Imagine taking a crowbar and slowly pulling your knee cap out and that's how I feel when I walk. I've finally given in to the crutches. I've said "I'll stay in the car" so many times that I've lost count, just to avoid the pain of getting in and out of it. I'm done with not being able to sleep...it's slowly killing me. I'm slowly killing me...
I'm just tired of hurting...I want this over.
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